Feeling a bit anxious

[ArraDreaming]

I feel extremely overwhelmed that all I can do is nothing

[rav3n]

hey @ArraDreaming sorry to hear how intense that overwhelm is right now, is there something making you feel this way?

[ArraDreaming]

Well 

I have an appointment at midday and Im not going 

[rav3n]

what's the appointment for, if you don't mind me asking? @ArraDreaming 

is there anything specific about the appointment that's worrying? (like not knowing what to say, feeling judged, etc)

[ArraDreaming]

My sewb appointment 

[Till23]

Hey @ArraDreaming sorry I haven't been around for days on end. 

I read about going to the training thing in Melbourne

I'm not good at sitting still either and have been to heaps and heaps of training things for different jobs - I usually doodle all the way through those things. It's kind of acceptable because most other people in the room think I am taking notes, so they are OK with it. 

Sometimes I take stuff in my pockets. I don't know if you do weaving (I love Arrente weaving) I do weaving from my tradition and I make like a bracelet out of woven plant materials and I have that on my wrist to fiddle with. I usually sit towards the back and preferably the back because I have PTSD so I always try to have my back towards a wall when I'm out anywhere. Also at the back I can usually jiggle my legs a bit, people can't see what I am doodling or if I fiddle with my bracelets etc

I hope your injuries form the stairs fall are healing well and not giving you too much problem

[rav3n]

hey @ArraDreaming sorry i missed your post earlier! 

are you thinking of rescheduling the sewb appointment? i remember you mentioning how helpful and important the appointment was in your newsletter piece too - which by the way, was a really lovely piece!

[Till23]

Also if you wanna chat about the SEWB appointment @ArraDreaming I'm here on and off this evening. Or just shoot the breeze if you prefer that

[ArraDreaming]

Hey Til 🙂 thanks for the messages I actually took my 4 and 7 year old boys out for an overnighter last night and we basically just got back
Bit of fun my first night away from the my little tiny bug but I think they both needed to get out
rained overnight so was a bit muddy this morning but my kids love nothing more than a play in the mud and basically our family motto is you can’t change the weather but you can put on better clothes
well layered up last night and kept warm
Fire
Bikes
Hot porridge with home grown fruit for breakky
No complaints here

[ArraDreaming]

Yeah, your right @rav3n I just get so anxious