Panicky and anxious tonight. Had a session with B and her organisation is stopping her coming here. She has been here fortnightly. Next fortnight is a public holiday and the following is her last time. There is another lady C coming instead. I have met her and she seems OK but it means starting mostly over again. I am terrified! B is going to try and organise for me to have both of them there next time so we can do a sort of "hand over" session. I had a hard time opening up to B and it took a while to start to bring things out with her. C said when I met her for a session last time while B was on holidays that she will accept monkey, my mints, and even if I need to draw or write to get things out. She seems easy to talk to, but we never touched on anything tough. Has anyone else had this happen? How did you deal with it? I don't know if she hands my file over to C for her to read or what.
