Feeling a bit anxious

[Till23]

I went to a workshop all day today about mental health @ArraDreaming and I was pretty p!ssed off by the tick-a-box acknowledgement of country which you could tell he just thought was something he had to do, rather than really show respect.

He didn't even bother to find out what country we were on.

So that wasn't a good start.

Then he tried to use the First Nation tradition of story telling in the workshop, which was interesting given the poor acknowledgement of country.

Anyhow going back for another full day tomorrow.

[Till23]

Wow that's good to find a connection to your Mum through her sister @ArraDreaming 

[ArraDreaming]

Yeah that’s all I really know about her though Til

[ArraDreaming]

Yeah that’s disappointing mate sorry that happened

[Till23]

I'm sorry to hear that @ArraDreaming it must be really hard for you not knowing much

[ArraDreaming]

About my aunty that is. 
I don’t know all that much about mum only what I picked up on and observed 

she never talked about herself well not to us anyway 

I really miss her though

[Till23]

I'm glad you've got those memories @ArraDreaming 

[ArraDreaming]

I don’t really have any

[ArraDreaming]

Hey I wasnt shutting you down last night till
Sorry if it looked like that
Mum is just such a hard topic for me but Im getting to a point now where I can talk about her with less guilt and pain and more forgiveness
Some days that is easier then others and also some days I start talking about her and I physically feel sick but today I just want to talk about her

[ArraDreaming]

Tyme, Til,
my team play in the first round of finals tomorrow
Im not playing but my family and I will be there to support