24-02-2016 07:10 PM
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24-02-2016 09:13 PM
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24-02-2016 09:39 PM
24-02-2016 09:39 PM
@maddison ahhh I hear ya! Acceptance is never easy. But I also think it's knowing what to accept that can be helpful. For instance, can you possibly be doing anymore? I faced the same question tonight. I was asking myself, could I be doing more, I'm not sure if I've done enough, and after talking it through with someone else (getting my thoughts out really help!), I reaslied that I've done all I could, there's only so much I can do today. It's hard to accept this. I guess, in the end, it all comes from a place of just wanting to see the people we care about get better, but yes, there's only so much we can do.
Hope you get some much deserved rest!
24-02-2016 10:12 PM - edited 25-02-2016 01:11 AM
24-02-2016 10:12 PM - edited 25-02-2016 01:11 AM
And of course....@CherryBomb & @Karma,
Isnt this an interesting thread. It feels like you are all able to articulate yourself so much better than I can.
What @Karma writes is something I'm working on....I think. @Karma writes;
"It appears that anger is a secondary emotion that is more easily expressed and accepted in our society, but more difficult to address are those emotions of hurt, abandonment, resentment and sadness."
I can say yes, this is me too @CherryBomb.Yes, I have shame too. Thank you for telling me this. I have this shame almost every day sometimes.
Im just thinking;
When my husband goes......feral ...shouting or just...standing in our unit.....it's easy to have memories from the past when he was badly behaved and police were practically living at our doorstep......
I have noticed that now I need to make a personal plan to do every time than losing my cool and looking nasty at him. Sometimes I'm so overwhelmed,,,,,I feel like collapsing but I need to get a plan because I can now see it's only huge fear and confusion.
How do I do this?
The part in thse conversations that I'm connecting with is these threads is with
@Luigi writing her Mother's manipulations
@maddison overwhelmed and isolated .... when it gets too much and this is me pretty much every morning.
@fran ignoring symptoms and carrying on.
Actually staying still and reading the threads and also starting my own.....not being able to read them straight away because you are so overwhelmed but then....re reading them and connecting with them. I then feel the love and I give a moment to my husband in that he's trying so hard to so the right thing. But it's easy not to see that.
I wonder if @Sukaurapuss can relate to this or @Billamba too...
25-02-2016 08:52 AM
25-02-2016 08:52 AM
Hello @Luigi I just wanted to let you know how very courageous you are. Reading your post I felt like you'd looked inside my head and heart and spoken aloud what I struggle to say. You've had to deal with so much heartache and unpredictability and I understand your hopelessness.
I too had to look after someone from a very young age (my twin sister). We grew up with an alcoholic father and a mother who didn't protect us from childhood sexual abuse so in the midst of dysfunction I slipped into a mother role to save my sister.
My daughter suffers with anxiety and PTSD and hasn't been in mainstream schooling since 2013 so I do understand your hopelessness and concerns about your son's future. As parents we want to see our children living out their dreams and succeeding their every goal. Last year my daughter was sectioned to a mental unit for 4 months. I was devastated. But now, for the first time in her life she is speaking of finishing school and doing online TAFE courses - not often but even just once is a step further from where she was.
Please don't give up. We are here for you
17-03-2017 06:22 PM
17-03-2017 06:22 PM
I'm planning a sleep-in tomorrow! That's a treat for me. -- that is a good idea @CherryBomb, I think I might do that tomorrow
and the other one I might do is a soak in epsom salts , even if it is in a small square tub
Hello @aristosane, @PeppiPatty, @maddison, @fran xx
20-03-2017 02:49 PM
20-03-2017 04:52 PM
20-03-2017 04:52 PM
Glad you had your sleep in and hair done @Shaz51
Time for YOU.
I am learning to respect when I am all out of compassion. My mother socialised me in the Legion of Mary to be kind to all the old, sick, lonely and poor. I have tried and seen the value and the limits of that approach.
I am slowly learning new ways to relate, like having fun or just being me ... it has been very scary territory to move in to.
20-03-2017 05:08 PM
20-03-2017 05:08 PM
You wrote @Appleblossom
I am slowly learning new ways to relate, like having fun or just being me ... it has been very scary territory to move in to.-- I know what you mean xx
it feels really strange and I actually feel Guilty having "Me Time "
19-04-2017 12:45 PM
19-04-2017 12:45 PM
Hello @CherryBomb, @Appleblossom, @aristosane, @PeppiPatty, @maddison, @Former-Member
Compassion fatigue
Warning signs - cognition
Warning signs – psychological / emotional warning signs
Warning signs – Physical
Compassion fatigue is different to burn out, but can have related warning signs. However, the main differences are compassion fatigue can happen quickly and is mostly focused on a person or one element of your life (ie: a nurse may still be able to show compassion and support for a family member or friend, but not patients or collegues). While it's quick to come, it can also be quick to go, especially when focusing on self-care.
While burn out is a slow burn (see what I did there?) It often is related to a number of things in your life building up and spilling over, so it's gradual. It often hits us harder and can be longer to recover from.
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